another one

fuck yeww!it matters lah bongok!
hah nah!khas untuk kau.huhu.yes,u are being such an asshole.why?

how stupid i am for thinking that u still care for me when u obviously dont.

haiihh sedih2.xperlulah kot nak change to this attitude kan?u said u'll never leave me?

BULLSHIT SUNGGUH LAH KAN?

ahhaa xpelah.

9th november.if u still act this way,I'M GONE FROM UR LIFE OKAY?

esok paper account.tp disebabkan ade breakdown td,cm x focus sgt wat revision tadi.haihh bila lah nak score for exam ni?

dah x nampak bayang2 swift da ni.:(

yea,who knew??

YOU TOOK MY HAND

YOU SHOWED ME HOW

YOU PROMISE ME

YOU'D BE AROUND

UH-HUH

THAT'S RIGHT

I TOOK YOUR WORDS

AND I BELIEVED

IN EVERYTHING U SAID TO ME

UH-HUH THAT'S RIGHT

WHEN SOMEONE SAID 3 YEARS FROM NOW

YOU'D BE LONG GONE

I'D STAND UP AND PUNCH 'EM OUT

COZ THEY'RE ALL WRONG

I KNEW BETTER

COZ YOU SAID FOREVER AND EVER

WHO KNEW

REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE SUCH FOOLS

AND SO CONVINCED

AND JUST TOO COOL

NO NO

I WISH I COULD TOUCH YOU AGAIN

I WISH I COULD STILL CALL U FRIEND

I'D GIVE ANYTHING

WHEN SOMEONE SAID COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS NOW

FOR THEY LONG GONE

I GUESS I JUST DIDN'T KNOW HOW

I WAS ALL WRONG

THEY KNEW BETTER

STILL U SAID FOREVER

AND EVER,WHO KNEW

I KEEP U LOCKED IN MY HEAD

UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN

N I WONT FORGET U MY FRIEND

WHAT HAPPENED

THAT LAST KISS

I'LL CHERISH

UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN

AND TIME MAKES IT HARDER

I WISH I COULD REMEMBER

BUT I KEEP YOUR MEMORY

YOU VISIT ME IN MY SLEEP

MY DARLING,WHO KNEW??

A VERY MEANINGFUL SONG TO ME~

i wish you could really see what i'm trying to tell u here.

p/s:ily and imy

have a kit kat:)

one down,5 more to go.

today,i sat for my titas exam.

alhamdulillah,it went well.i just hope i can get pretty decent result.hee

tomorrow,i'll be having maths logic exam.

hhuh,i still cant find the logic of studying this subject.

but i gotta sit for it somehow.

so now i'm taking a break.

kinda exhausted.

i've deactivated my fb account for a while.

maybe when i'm done with my finals,then only i'll activate it back.

too much is happening right now.

and some of the things that i just cant take it.

so i'll avoid it as long as i can.

COUNTING DAYS TO 9TH OF NOVEMBER 2010~

not so nice la kan?

very very not nice.
you are mean.
you are so mean.
how could u do this to me?
it hurts.
really2 bad.
and now,i just cant go on with this.
i'm done.
have a happy life.
just dont get hurt in the end.

short post

I LOVE YOU

FULLSTOP.

p/s:agak stress with studies.but i'll be fine.

APE2 PUN BOLEH

SEMUA ORANG PERASAN.

TERMASUKLAH KAWAN2 KAU

TP KAU JE X PERASAN2 LAGI.

KE KAU BUAT2 X PERASAN?

NAK KATE BODOH,MMG X BODOH.

NAK KATE LAMPI,PUN TIDAK.

HABIS NAK PANGGIL APE EH???

DAN KEPADA SESIAPA YG TERASE,XYAH NAK STALK AKU SGT LAA.

ADD KAT FB PUN BOLE.AKU APPROVE JE.

BUKAN AKU XKNAL KAU-.-

YEAH,POST BERBAHASA MELAYU-APE MAKSUDNYA?AKU BOLE JADI GILE SKRG NI.

4 TEST & ASSIGNMENTS BERLONGGOK.SUME NAK SETTLE DLM MINGGU NI.TLG LA HABIS CEPAT..

don't read if you don't care

its 1 a.m in the morning..
i'm having difficulties to sleep lately..
idk why.if i gone to bed around 1 am,most probably i'll end up SLEEPING at 3 am or 4.then i had to wake up for my subuh.how many hours of sleep did i get?*sigh
and this week,i've been crying quite a lot actually.i put on a fake smile every now and then.
the person who used to make me laugh when i'm in the worst condition,is the one who put me through the most painful situation.and worst,that person doesn't know it.
there is nothing much i can do.i'll just let time tell and heals.and i know its gonna be damn loong.
but honey for now,i just don't feel like seeing you.it hurts you know??
and i think you can go on without me right?in fact you better off without me.its me who cant go on without you.but hey,i gotta give everything a try right?
i hope you're happy.i hope you're doing just fine.i hope you're not sick.i hope everything is okay at your home.
i just cannot get distracted with these stuff.i'm having my finals in 2 weeks time.if all i do is crying over something that you did,when can i find the time for myself to focus on my studies?
i pray to Him that He'll help through this.give me strength.pls.i need to be strong like i used to be.
i just need at least 1 person to tell me that i'm strong.that they believe in me...

to mummy and abah,have a safe trip to the Holy land.may everything goes well and smoothly.i'll keep praying for the safety for both you.


p/s:i love you,my stranger bestfriend.

the silent treatment

I'm giving you the silent treatment.i'm giving you the space you want.i'm going to learn how to go by days without needing to get in touch via anything.i'm going to live my life as it is.but ,remember,

i ain't made out of stone no matter what you think

the confession

It has been a while since the last post.
ok so the title says it all.
the confession.
it all starts on last thursday i think.
i fell asleep in the evening.and around 6.30 i think,
alip called me.he said kamal n bani is coming and they
asked me to gout for a movie.
at first i was kinda hesitated because the next day,i still have my classes.
but then,i really need a night out.so i asked aneq to come along.
then we went to sunway and watched wall street.
but heck i dont understand what the story is about.lol.
then afterwards,we lepak at ss7.yeah i should've known that they
would stay and teman us till the morning.thank you guys.
and so that night we had this really deep conversation.
LOVE.
yeah the L word.and somehow they persuaded me to confess something
that i've been trying really hard to hide.
especially to them.
but anyhoo,i took the risk and trust 'em.
so i told them the truth.
but not much of elaboration.haha enough la with the confession kan?
no need to know any further.and so the 3 of them had known the truth.
so i hope for 2 things right now;
i hope they wont tell anyone esp. that person in particular.
and i hope that the next time i meet them,i wont be awkward.
its kinda relieved u know when u finally tell someone outside you know?