the waiting is excruciating

IDK WHAT ELSE TO DO RIGHT NOW
PENAT LAA.
PENAT KENA IGNORE LIKE THIS.
IT'S LIKE EVERYTHING I DO FALL INTO WRONG PLACES.
DON'T GIVE UP ON ME JUST YET LA.

selfish act??

Yes,i am happy at the moment.

But then again,i couldn't help but knowing that,someone got hurt over my happiness.

am i selfish??

i don't know.

i don't know what to do.

to that person,idk if you're going to read this.

But please know that i never meant this to happen.

i never thought it will ended up like this.

and i definitely did not mean to hurt you.

and for that,i am truly sorry.from the bottom of my heart.

i truly am.

spreading the happiness

I had the sweetest ending of 2010

and greatest beginning of 2011

I couldn't ask for more.

Thank You Allah,for blessing me with happiness.

I've been longing for this moment for quite a while.

and now finally,yes.

Welcome 2011.

i'm suck with goodbyes

FAREWELL MY DEAR BESTFRIEND.

I FINALLY FOUND THE COURAGE TO LET YOU GO.

IF THAT DAY EVER COMES,I'LL BE THERE AGAIN.

TAKE CARE.

I'VE DONE EVERYTHING THAT I CAN.

NOW,WE'LL JUST LET TIME TELLS.

I LOVE YOU

LOVE YOU MAF.

Taking Chances

In life,you get to choose.

To get in,or get out..

To accept,or decline..

To take,or leave..

To live,or die..

To love,or hate..

It's our life.We get to choose.But how can we know,that our choice,is the best for us?

Well,i guess you can never know until you take chances.

Life is complicated.But you also get to choose,either to make it more complicated,

or try and make it simpler.

I watched Grey's Anatomy just now.its kinda wake up call for me.

I have to give everything i could.so that in the end of the day,when i'm about to die,i will have no regrets.No regrets.No questions of what could've been.

I hope i can die peacefully,InsyaAllah..amin-

THE STORY

HELLO2.you wanna know the truth?

http://hestory.wordpress.com/2010/12/05/the-story

p/s:its 3405 words

craving and pms

NAK COOKIES!TOLONGLAH!CRAVING NIII.:(

This is what happens when you're having your pms.*sigh

ohh,speaking of pms,i made some research*ceh macam x pernah blaja je.

Risk factors

• High caffeine intake^[4]
• Stress may precipitate condition
• Increasing age
• History of depression
• Family history
• Dietary factors^[6] (Low levels of certain vitamins and minerals, particularly magnesium, manganese, and vitamin E) and also Vitamin D

no wonder la i got pms and muscle cramps and stuff.high caffeine intake.

hmm like almost everyday i had caffeine.but just a glass per day.

is that considered HIGH??