tell me this is not happening!

This is LIFE i guess..
i'm used to the quote "ppl alwez leave"..
ok fine,not all..but ade gak kn?
its okay..REALLY..-ok,i'm bluffing..
so i nvr told this to any1.i just kept it to myself.n hell yeah it hurts.
YOU.yes YOU.YOU know who YOU r.i dun hv to mention ur name here..
wut u did to me,it hurts.BADLY i shud say.YOU leave me.YOU forgot bout me.how could YOU??
i was sooo sad that i cant even say anything.but thnx.thank YOU for realizing dat it is ur fault.
i've tried so hard to keep us together.i went thru a lot of things n i needed YOU more than ever but YOU weren't there..i know dat things btween us can nvr be the same..but we can hv smthng diff rite?n plz..out of all ppl,YOU should know me better.. YOU cannot expect me to say "ITS OKAY".
dude criuz shit its not okay.YOU wantt me to give YOU a 2nd chance?fine.take it.but truth be told,i can't trust in ur words anymore hun.i'm sorry..YOU can do wutever YOU want.if YOU need me,i'm alwez here.i never go anywhere.its YOU who leave.now dat YOU've come bck,
yes i'm glad but things can never be the same...

Now I'M APOLOGIZING..
FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO FORGIVE YOU EASILY THIS TIME..
FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SAY ''ITS OKAY.YOU DUN HAVE TO WORRY''
AND FOR STOP TRYING...

i missed YOU