back on track!

heyya fellas!

BACK TO BLOGGING...

gotta lots of catching up,but i'll update later.maybe tonight ke.

waiting for yan to pick me up.heading back to putra.


THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME:)

tell me this is not happening!

This is LIFE i guess..
i'm used to the quote "ppl alwez leave"..
ok fine,not all..but ade gak kn?
its okay..REALLY..-ok,i'm bluffing..
so i nvr told this to any1.i just kept it to myself.n hell yeah it hurts.
YOU.yes YOU.YOU know who YOU r.i dun hv to mention ur name here..
wut u did to me,it hurts.BADLY i shud say.YOU leave me.YOU forgot bout me.how could YOU??
i was sooo sad that i cant even say anything.but thnx.thank YOU for realizing dat it is ur fault.
i've tried so hard to keep us together.i went thru a lot of things n i needed YOU more than ever but YOU weren't there..i know dat things btween us can nvr be the same..but we can hv smthng diff rite?n plz..out of all ppl,YOU should know me better.. YOU cannot expect me to say "ITS OKAY".
dude criuz shit its not okay.YOU wantt me to give YOU a 2nd chance?fine.take it.but truth be told,i can't trust in ur words anymore hun.i'm sorry..YOU can do wutever YOU want.if YOU need me,i'm alwez here.i never go anywhere.its YOU who leave.now dat YOU've come bck,
yes i'm glad but things can never be the same...

Now I'M APOLOGIZING..
FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO FORGIVE YOU EASILY THIS TIME..
FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SAY ''ITS OKAY.YOU DUN HAVE TO WORRY''
AND FOR STOP TRYING...

i missed YOU

Time heals..

ok people..
thnx fr ur concern..
but hey,i'm a normal person ohkay..
so plz..dun expect to me to forget bout dat shyt easily.i need tyme..

F.U.C.K

FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU

BASTARD!!

now i know y ppl hate u asshole!!ko nk condemned2 org,tgk diri sndri dulu la bai!janji melayu sial ko neyh!sumpah ak baran sial ngn ko lancau


fin.

25th june 09

yeah i noe.it's almost a month ago but hey,i dun rlly hv the tyme nk upd8 my blog ouhkay?lyfe in KMM is super duper bz doww!lyke criuzly.fr those yg stdy in mtrik,ynoe hw it feels ryte?so here r some pics on dat nyte~


we laugh n cry together~


u guys make it worth the while


aizat qaliz;thnx for the song n lunch dear


ammar fahmi;superb bestie!ow yeah,ilyt =p

syuk;=)

i dun really hv a cake on my bday,but i got muffins =).lol.but x de pics ah..n the guys gave me a really2 cute present which really2 sweet of em.thnx!
n to the gurls,thnx fr planning diz up.n for inviting him;dats REALLY2 thoughtful.hee.as for the uia clan,(hahaha.mcm ape je).thnx fr the cards.sgt cute.hee.n i miss u guys too-key n ry esp-...miss geyl mkn sushi ngn korunk!hehe..
all n all,i had a blast on my bday.

HAKIMI

hahah!the title says it all rite?hee~thnk god he will never read diz.ok so ystrday we spend tyme tgther..snce i'm going to mtrx da kn nnti..so tkot x smpat nk hngout sme2.we went to alamanda je.cuz i cn only go out aftr 2 o clock..which bgos sgt lah tu cuz kol 1.30 bru dye bgn.bengong tol.around 2 i went to pick him up.ngade2 je nak suh aku drive jgak.fine lahh..went to his house..mama x de.keje.so dye je ade kt umah.den g bnk jp.dye kuar kan duet..i was flattered lah cuz i'm the fers prson yg dye blnje gune gaji dye tuh..lol.den we headed to almnda.smpai2 je,lpr plak.hahah.but we went to the cinema 1st.bought tckets for uninvited ..nk jgak tgk cte hntu kn?hahah.then we went outside.lpak2..borak2 smpai 1 point,ckp psl marriage.hahah.bodo2 je.then jmpe padgie n bf dye-f5 diz yer.hahah.nk sebut gk tuh..tp masing2 wt muke kerek je.poyo tol.i dun care.3.30 msok tgk mvie...ok,cte tu x seram pown.n i was sleepy.smpat lak tdo jp.hahah.baran je c kimie tuh.well,da x seram,nk wt cne?da abes cte tuh,sliper dye lak ilang..mrepek sungguh!jmpe under 3 seats away form seat dye.tah pape tol.den kami jln2 kt prkson lak.usha headfon.dye nk blnje da tuh,but x de yg ley gune kt my ipod.bodo laaa...melepas!!jmpe anas..suda maken bulat!hee~continue jln2..kcau2 zam keje kt tl.hahah.den dye beli famous amos pulak..my fav cookies.da dkt kol 6.strt bosan.gerak blk.tym nk kuar kn kete tuh,i asked him to drive.at least smpai kua from prking tu cuz fobia lah lnggar tiang!hahah.tp dye x nak.suro gk ak drve.dye ajar.poyo lagi.fine lahh..thnk god i didnt do anything embarassing tyme tuh.heheh.in the car...hurm,nvm.x yh cte la.LOL.anta dye g p11 sbb nk tgk bdk2 men bola,tp x jmpe lak.sngal2 je.den i drove to p9.blok 3.tggu nenek.he asked me nak air x?of course lah nak.dye da sumbat brpe byk cookies dlm mulut ak tym tu.hahah.den dye kuar g belikan.(gentleman abes r tuh.hahah).den nenek smpai.so dye pn nk blah da..kt luar kete,dye ckp cmni.."take care k?luv u.."dangg!!!y did u say dat???stared rite into my eyes lak tuh!batak je.i know i'm blushing tym tuh.lol.wtv lah.den ak pn blah..

okey,aku kuarkan duet 2 bucks je smlm.byr parking.the rest,dye blanje..now my point is,if this hppen few months ago,i'll be screaming my lungs out.but now,nope.happy,yes.of course.but not like b4.i do realize now,he's not my edward.
lol.so yeah,i can proudly say dat i'm not affected at all by wut he said ystrday.i'm completely over him.n i'm really2 glad dat i did.thot nk upload our pics but x leh lak.tah ape prob tah.so nxt tyme lah.

looong time~

whoaa!felt like yers snce the last tyme i posted a blog..tp mmg lame pn kn?mls lahh.hahah..but tonite rse cm x wt pape..so i wanna write smthing to get it out of my chest...

1)tday they announced upu..i got kt umt.perikanan.wtf??ko pk ak nk jd nelayan pe?lol..yeah2 i noe..bkn jd nelayan pn if amek dat course..so i guess now i'm going to mtrx mlake jelah..since i turned down offer from unikl tuh.n i duno whether ni kbetulan or pape but aneq pn sme mtrx gk.uhuh.rose pn.so like jd cm high skool blk..n famy pn goin to the sme mtrx.oh hell yeah!going to b a lot of 'fun' i think..mcm sums up school life ak blk.but it doesnt matter pn actlyy..m not going to repeat the same bloody mstake.m going to redeem myself nnti..just keep my fingers crossed~

2)last sundae,rose came over to my hse.i was rlly2 hppy to finally meet her.last tym korng jmpe was las yer la.on december.hahah.at last ko trun kl gk kn rose?we had fun la during her stay.g shopping2,tgk mvie..hahah.kt pump station.idk hw to isi mnyak.pathetic aite?yeah i noe.tp x pe.x ksh pown.smpai2 kt petronas tuh,wt muke cnfdent je nk isi mnyak.hahah.seb baek lpas.ok2...here's the tricky part..i think i've been holding dis for a really2 long time for the sake of my beloved fren but i think its tyme for me to let it out.plus dis is my blog.i can write wtv shit i want.
i FUCKING HATE MUHAMMAD SHAZMEER MAD DIAH!!
there u go..i'm sori rose.i noe its hard fr u n i noe wut u r going thru rite now.if u hppen to read diz,i'm sori.criuzly,slame ak idop r,ak x nah jmpe jntan sial mcm dye ni tw x?!!pigheaded.sumpah r.dhla bodo thp sial!urghh!!i could go on n on cursing him but i noe it wont do any good..i have given u too many chnces to chnge urself.i thot i was rite by assuming dat u can chnge..but i was cmpletely wrong.COMPLETELY.when u told me u needed tyme to chnge urself,i gv u tyme.plenty of tyme.n i trusted u.but aku mmg bodo r for thinking dat ko leh berubah.mmg bodo r aku caye org mcm kaw neh.criuzly,u shud get a new hobby r.hobby ko kan ske cari psl n maki org tbe2 en?if u wanna survive in diz world,u better get a new hobby lah dude.stoplah messing around wif ppl's life.kaw ck ko x nah nyusahkan idop aku kn?think again lah jntan x sedar diri.pikir blk btol2 b4 ko nk ckp pape ngn aku.BODOH!!will b my pleasure to cut u outta my life starting from now on ok?~

3)


erm got a prob?yess..i am obsess with twilight saga.yup!u got it rite.i dun care wut ever crap u wanna say.i could go on n on reading these novels over n over again.heheh.special thanks to chatey for giving me breaking dawn.SUPERB mayn!sumpah bestt..n to chzk.for eclipse.syg kaw la weh..tho x dpt2 lg.tp x pe.aku taw ko da belikan.heheh.now the cast r shooting for the next sequel- which will be in premiere on 20th nov 09.sumpah i cnt wait!!lemme tell u smthing.ble part edward leaving bella in the book,I CRIED.yes.no doubt weh.gle emo sial aku neh.but its true.lol.i ct help it la wehh.hahah.n now rose lak da terinfluence ngn aku.pdn muke kaw.but hey,best pe kan?hahah.dun deny it cuz its true.

4)me+abah=AWKWARD.yupp.well for those yg taw my family pnye story kn,u guys noe how i was with my parents.so apparently,l8ly ni i tried to spend more tym wif my fmly.i tried to put aside my so called ego n chnge my attitude.n for sum reason,sgt2 awkward.ok,there was diz one nite,all of us-xcept for ayen lah-went to kajang mkn sate.durh!then mummy,hzq n i ordered air klape.i thot dye ltak dlm gelas.kindly tlg korekkan isi klape tuh.but then dye bg tros sebijik klape tu.i was like...ok,dis is going to b bad.hahah.criuz weyh.ak x nah lpas nk korek isi klape.then aftr abes mkn sate,i strted to drink n attempted to korek isi klape tu.n ouh yeah!disaster.uh-oh.hahah.basah bju aku wey.tp x horror sgt ah.sddnly,ABAH ckp"bak cni sket.mnum sorang je!"heheh.i gave it to him larh who sat beside me.yarh,double awkward.so dye pn mnum.i watched the tv.n after a while,aku pikir.amboii byk nye abah mnum?hahah.den abah bg blk klape tu.n then..hahah..i knew wuts going on.abah tlg korekkan isi klape tu..hihihihi.blushing kt c2 gak.tp dye x nmpak ah.hurm.. duno wut to say..tpu lah if i said i was ot flattered kan?i miss those days..well,nuthing much i cn do f i keep on regretting the past rite?life must go on~

dats pretty much it lah for now..byk lg but da mls nak type.so l8er.