march12 2009

Cmonlaa.u guyz noe wut day it is rite??fers of all,congrats to those who achieved tremendous results.u guyz did a very gud job.to gladiators~i'm proud lah wey.(dgn muke x malu nye,tp btolla.i'm proud).gladys rise again.haha.wtv.





6.40 am,i woke up for subuh.then i got a msg from zakiah bout our overall results.i did not really believe in it at fers.i showed it to my mum,she said"dun put ur hope too high".i was like....ouwkaayyy..i wasnt pon.at all but when she said like dat...huh,cm bg sign jerh.ok2.it turned out she really did checked my result earlier..around 7.30 am,she texted me.she asked whether i wanna noe my result or not..well,i said no.i wanna go n find out myself.then i got up n siap2 ah..around 9 cmtu strt gerak kuar from umah with bju kurung n heels-wtf?? g la naek erl to bndr tsk sltn.waited for chzk tp she was late plak.then suddenly i terpikir.cnfirmlah my result horror ni.y dun i just ask my mum now so dat i wont breakdown kt coll nnti.so i txted her.asked bout my rsult lah.then she called.dye tny sure ke nk taw?i ckpla yes i wanna noe.then dye ckp,x pyhla.u tgk sndri nnti.oookaaay!cnfirm rsult horror!ouff..i hung up.chzk still x smpai.so i gerak ngn dya,nana,ainur,diyana,hana.in the kmuter,bley lak wat kecoh.LOL.tkcians mmg x ley get tgther lah.cnfirm kecoh!its the truth!hehs.then ble smpai srmban,nmpak lak paah,babe ngn ain.LOL.in the same train but laen2 gerabak-izit?..hopped on a cab n g coll.when we arrived,rsult x kuar lagi.rmaii gak yg turned up.ouhkaayy.pretty scary.around 11.45,sume msok hall.en anuar announce overall rsult.whoaa!bes lah tyme tu.i'm hepi for my btch.then its time.huhuhu.x ley bla dow my clss tchers.tyme nk bg rsult tu,both wat muke xcited n ckp cngrts.i was like,eh2,bia btol dorang ni?tpu la kn tyme if i say x xcited.durh!!dorang r wt muke cmtu.skali tgk...ahaa...stop wtv u r thinking-i wont tell u my rsult.haha.then lpak kt kntin dgn deq,cikin n ewa..borak2..then my mum suro call my dad.uhuh.call jela.fuuhh!!pedih siott dgr dye ckp!!!l8er,key dtg.ajak blk ngn dye.ikot jelah.jmpe2 sume org..then gerak g almnda...





okayh,diz part best.hahaha.dgn x sedar diri rsult horror nye,we headed to scret recipe sbb kami LAPAR.LOL.i ordered lasagna n frosty lemon tea.key pon order air same tp dye nye food xtra sket.hahaha.key kebulur!while waiting,ktorng borak2.n then the waiter dtg n bg keropok.we were like...wut??kite order ke?hahahaha!!gle x ley bla dowh!skali tgk org kt luar pn ade gk.hihihi.n then the waiter tuh ble da bg our meal,bley lak nk terjtuh sbb terkena kerusi!dammit!aku x tahan nk gelak doww tyme tu!!adoiii.den melantaklah smpai x ingat dunie..around 6 cmtu gerak g bus stop tggu bus..lame tol bus nk dtg.skt ati jer.n then hujan plak..yeah,wut a day huh?i had no choice,call my cuzin to pick us up.then anta key g sntral.otw bck,abg chik said..mummy ko blk2 je mrh2 doww...okay....ak da strt nk nnges da dat tyme.





smpai umah,i had a long hot shower..pnat lah wey.solat,bce yassin jp.dhla ngntok.then i slept jup.8.30,hzq knocked on my door.ngn muke mamai nye,i opened the door.gr8,mummy pggl aku..ok2.g dok kt dye..i thot..huh,x yh tawla.she was like a totally diff person td.it hurts really2 bad weh..from the look of her eyes,she's definitely embarassed of me.okay,u hv the rite to b upset but criuzly,do u hv to say those things to me??at diz very moment??i nedded my mum the most to support..help me to get thru diz,guide me..n yet..u just...if it was abah,i can terime lah bcoz dye mmg cmtu.but its u.bkn nk ckp apela,abg got worst than me b4,u x mrh cmni pon?y???or do u really hate me dat much???!sumpah it hurts..still does..key;btolla.gelak cm org ile ptg td,mlm ak nnges non-stop.truth be told,i deserve diz.i noe.my fault,org laen x slh pon.i noe dat.but rlly,i need my fmly n frenz to support me..cuz i completely lost rite now..idk,idk,idk..nk rase cm loser pon,x worth it gk.i need a person to tell me dat evrything's gonna be alryte..dat i can make them proud..pull me bck to the ground...