Saturday, March 21, 2009

sore~

urgghhh!!i'm so sick of diz..da 2 mlm da..the pain is still there..did evrything(except went to the doc)but it wont work..huh,fed up lah cmnii..i told mummy but she doesnt seem to care.heh,nvm2.dun need it pon.i can stand on my own.abah is coming bck home tomorrow..things r still awkward btween us..idk for hw long..n ouh yea,l8ly nihh,i seem to hv lost all my feelings n even my heart.idk y but i just dun care.i dun care if no one texted me or talk to me..i just dun..well,i told diz to HER,but nevertheless,she's also doesnt seem to care kott..cuz the nxt day nye when i asked her,she totally forgot..ouh lantak lah..i dun gv a damn..n to my frenz out there,if u just dun care bout me anymore,its ok.really.fine by me.just dun bloddy pretend lah dat u r cncern bout me..u disgusted me..whteverlahh..i'm soo done wif all these stuff;the fights n all..dat is sooo hgh school..i'm taking the highway.let it be.just do wut u wanna do.if u need me,i'll still be here..if u dun,its ok..

same goes to HIM,if u x prasan lah kn,things btween us da laen da rite now.i noe u're bz wif ur work n all...but hey,its ok..i'm gonna pass this phase..frenz come n go rite..xpe2..i dun mind..i'm rdy to build my new life even if i hav to erase all those memories.its ok.its hard but i'll do it if i hv to..i think dats it for now kot..the pain da dtg blk.siot jerh..l8er~

4 comments:

  1. hey dear, u still hv me. always. ily=)

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  2. babe..bru bce nie..
    dnt wrry..m always ere 4 u..

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  3. i just read ur blog...

    sal ni weyh???

    mcm biase; aku blurr dan tak tahu pape. hehe.

    wtv d thing is pun; hang on there babe. n yea; u already bloody know that i'm just a call/text away. =)

    1.4.3.7.

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