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2 posts in 1 day?wow i seriously hv nothing to do.LOL.but i really want to blog about this given that i didnt even mention bout 'this' in the previous blog.well maybe i'm just scared?idk.

ok,here goes.last nite,siv borak with me.n he asked me bout,well that particular person.*sigh.

and i just told him,we r just like what we hv always been.n siv ckp,i'm too slow.durh!wth am i supposed to do??i just couldnt risk it all.i'm not that strong i guess.he told me to 'gamble' a bit.

but i'm just too scared.then he started to tell bout his story bla bla bla.yeah i get it.u've been in the same situation.but seriously dude,u were like friends with her for just 3 years i guess.me?waaayyy longer than yours.so its different.n u're a guy.i'm not.so i've been thinking.and MAYBE,just maybe,its time for me to let him go?huhh.i know it damn well that is going to be effing hard n i probably cnt get over him at all.but i hv to try rite?(like i never did that b4=.=)

but really,i have to.bcoz it really hurts..and i hv to care less about him n try not to be too attached to him.yeah,i NEED to do that...